This morning when I woke up, I was reflecting.
I realized that I’m actually happy with the way I was brought up, & I wouldn’t live it any other way. Being abused, sexually, emotionally, physically, neglected and put independent on my own at such a young age, just has taught me what I should be grateful for. I learned so many life lessons, quick, fast and I caught on. Even if I lost most of my childhood, I’m just happy I got to learn things that would have probably taken me several years had I not gone through any of that. Because it wasn’t my parents who taught me my morals, and mindset, and intellect. It was me, myself and I. I went through the long arduous journey to discover myself, and know who I was and learned along the way and that makes me who I am now. I may be more mature at my age, and kind feel resentment towards it because of peers of my age are just..clueless, but that’s just how it is. I’m just content with the way I am and the way I was brought up. Because I’m absolutely glad I learned everything now; for the most part. I still have a lot to go, and I know that, but let’s just make this worth it yeah?
His dog got way used to be being here he doesn’t give a fuck unless I have food. Rejected.
I have my APUS final tomorrow, and that’s the end of my day! :). I work tomorrow though, oh well. I’m pretty content, I guess. Ha. All next week I will be preparing for my next ACT :/. Ugh, i hate it.
I’m pumped for cross country camp. It’s gonna be brutal with the heat, but at 7:30 should be..kinda decent. Haha, June 11th, legggo.
{Lolol as usual I come home with James and live here. He left for work, so I’m just chillin’ here until his parents get home.
Heheh.
I lost a pound? lol, don’t even know. Been too busy or lazy to run.
Honeslty, at this point in my life.
I don’t give a fuck where I end up. ‘cause we’re all going to die anyways.
I woke up with a bad cough. It’s from my lungs. I slept with my window closed since my mom turned on the air? but there was no air? and i had my humidifier going.
I think I just breathed in all the dust in my room too.
So now I can’t inhale without wanting to cough..
- Teacher: Why did you not study?
- Me: A year has 365 days for you to study. After taking away 52 Sundays, there are only 313 days left. There are 50 days in the summer that is way too hot to work so there are only 263 days left. We sleep 8 hours a day, in a year, that counts up to 122 days so now we're left with 141 days. If we fooled around for only 1 hour a day, 15 days are gone, so we are left with 126 days. We spend 2 hours eating each day, 30 days are used in this way in the year, and we are left with 96 days in our year. We spend 1 hour a day speaking to friends and family, that takes away 15 days more and we are left with 81 days. Exams and tests take up at least 35 days in your year, hence you are only left with 46 days. Taking off approximately 40 days of holidays, you are only left with 6 days. Say you are sick for a minimum of 3 days, you're left with 3 days in the year to study! Let's say you only go out for 2 days... You're left with 1 day. But that 1 day is your birthday.
